Tuesday, March 23, 2010

TEGAR


Yeah, I really, hummm, I really, I really wanted to kind of like,
to capture some kind of like moment,
but maybe it's better if I'm sober'

Wake up in the morning,
I look at my clock
It's way past noontime,
I'm late for work
Tell me what have I done wrong?
Nothing can go right with me it must be that
I've been smoking too long

Go to fix me some breakfast,
I ain't got no food
Take me a shower
the water don't feel no good
Tell me what have I done wrong?
And nothing can go right with me must be that
I've been smoking too long

I got opium in my chimney,
no other life to choose
Nightmares made of hash dreams,
the devil in my shoes
What have I done wrong?
Yeah..nothing can go right with me
it must be that I've been smoking too long

When I'm smoking,
smoking put my worries on a shelf
Try not to think about nothing,
don't wanna see myself
What have I done wrong?
And nothing can go right with me
it must be that I've been smoking too long

In this blues I'm singing,
there's a lesson to be learned
You go round smoking,
you're gonna get burned
F**k me what have I done wrong?
Nothing can go right with me must be that I've been smoking
Too too long

Sometimes I Don't Mind

There's something with the way you walk. There's something there that lights a spark inside of me. And it makes me want to sing and makes me forget everything. There's something there inside your eyes. Lets me know you'd never lie. You fill me up and I know what you need. Do you know what you mean to me?

There's something strange, I can't get mad even when you're being bad - just look at me, and I forget everything. I try but I can't be mean. You sit by me and I scratch your back. You lick my hands then I get a rash, but that's okay because we are a team. You make a mess and then I clean it back.

There's something with the way you act makes me laugh when you chase the cats. You chase 'em around. And when it's close to feeding time, you stare at me and whine. You won't lay down, you'll hardly sit. I give you a bath when you smell like shit. But you don't mind and we go out every now and then. And when you're done then we come back in.

Well I watch you sleep sometimes and it feels like the first time. And you're always on my mind. Everyday is like the first day. I talk to you sometimes even though you never talk back. And I buy you things sometimes 'cause I don't mind.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

I'm Bad Person

i have a lot to say was thinking of my time away
i missed you and things weren't the same
cause everything inside it never comes out right
it's harder to get through the days
you get older and blame turns to shame
and when i see you cry it makes me want to die
i'm sorry i'm bad
i'm sorry about all the things i said to you
and i know i can't take it back
I love all your sounds
this time i think i'm to blame
and i just wanted to say i'm sorry

Roda Telah Berputar


Dulu aku kau puja
Dulu aku sang juara
Kini roda telah berputar

Kini aku kau hina
Kini aku kau buang
Jauh dari hidupmu
Roda memang telah berputar

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian nyesal x sudah

Cry


Ketika kanak-kanak...
menangis ku kerana haus dan lapar..
menangis ku kerana inginkan belaian hangat ibu di tubuhku,
menangis ku kerana inginkan barang permainan,
menangis ku kerana inginkan perhatian dari ayah dan ibu setiap masa. 

Ketika usiaku menjangkau awal remaja...
menangis ku kerana rakan-rakanku,
menangis ku kerana gelojak rasa sayang terhadap kaum yang bertentangan dengan jantinaku,
menangis ku kerana aku gagal dalam bercinta,
menangis ku kerana aku gagal atau cemerlang dalam peperiksaan,
menangis ku juga kerana ada ketika aku berjaya menarik perhatian gadis dan jejaka,
menangis ku kerana kesepian tanpa rasa rindu dan cinta pada hamba ciptaanNya.

Ketika usiaku menginjak dewasa...
aku mungkin menangis kerana susahnya menempuh alam pekerjaan,
menuntut seluruh konsentrasiku, memerah keringatku,
menangis aku kerana anak-anak ku,
menangis ku kerana isteri atau suamiku,
menangis ku kerana tidak punya kereta besar atau rumah yang sempurna,
menangis ku kerana tidak mampu memberi kesenangan harta benda kepada keluargaku.

Ketika usiaku berada di penghujung...

aku menangis kerana gagal memberi kesenangan kepada keluargaku,
menangis aku kerana kesihatanku yang sudah mula merosot,
menangis aku kerana anak-anakku pergi meninggalkan aku berkhidmat utk keluarganya,
menangis aku kerana jarum silih berganti menusuk kulitku,
menangis aku kerana aku bakal meninggalkan dunia,
sedangkan aku masih belum MENANGIS KERANA AKU LALAI PADA PERINTAHNYA!

mungkin kita tergolong dalam salah satu rentetan usia tersebut..
kita sentiasa menangis untuk perkara2 remeh meliputi hal2 duniawi..
tapi kita selalu alpa untuk menangis atas kejahilan kita mengenal YANG MAHA ESA, kita sibuk mengumpul ilmu serta harta dunia, sehingga kita lupa utk menangis atas kurangnya harta serta saham utk alam abadi kelak, kita menangis kerana hilangnya cinta pada kekasih, isteri atau suami serta anak2, tetapi kita alpa untuk menangis atas KEHILANGAN NIKMAT IMAN SERTA KASIH ALLAH KEPADA KITA.
Kita menangis kerana kecacatan fizikal yang diberi Ilahi, namun kita gagal untuk menangis tanda syukur atas nikmat lain yang diberi tanpa meminta secebis balasan sekalipun.

JAHAT ke BAIK?


" Orang baik jarang mengaku jahat,
tapi orang jahat seronok mengaku baik.."

Thursday, March 4, 2010

Pengakuan Khas


SAYA
MEMANG
 


S.A.M.P.A.H.

NOKTAH (.)